Challenge after challenge after challenge.

I can't seem to catch a break. I know what's happening is meant to happen, I know there's so much more going on than I know. I know I need to trust in the universe. But I'm struggling. I'm struggling to see the light at the end of the tunnel, because as soon as I think I catch a glimpse it's darkened and distanced by a new obstacle. I'm struggling to stay above it all. I'm struggling to see the good. I'm struggling to see the possibility. I'm struggling. I'm struggling to not doubt my self. I'm struggling to keep the negative out. One thing after the other. One discouragement after the other. I keep saying, "good things coming, good things coming". But when are the good things going to come? When will I find comfort? When will I feel peace ? I keep thinking "when this happens, things will be okay", "well, when this happens, things will be okay", "well, now when THIS happens, things will be okay." I'm struggling to appreciate the moment of now. I'm struggling to find peace in surrendering to the now. I'm struggling.